Sunday, August 30, 2009

Busy bee!

my gosh i havent updated for ages. well i guess its a common thing that goes on here
anyways so many things have been happening!! or rather happened!

FYP 1 is finally over!!!
School's out! Its holidays now!!

I got a new maid and unfortunately she is an awesome cook but at the same time
i'm trying to lose weight!!! and i have such low will power!!!
argh!

my hair has grown a tad longer but its screaming for a hair cut. its starting to lose its shape and too many flyaways but i know if i go to Arches he's gonna chop it too much!!! I'd probably go to Jess's again but she talks too much...

I've totally gone haywire with sksweet. Its way more than i can handle and i need to get organized. Waiting on 2 shipments to come in, cosmetics and gojane so i can take a break for a while. ( we all know thats not gonna happen)

I'm dying to order from Victoria Secrets!!! But i cant stop with gojane. so damn annoying!!
Maybe after gojane #3 i shall just open VS!!! so i can buy things too.

ok enough about shopping online. oh wait that reminds me i should check the letter box
i bought the Heidi Klum glitter liner from VS and its supposed to be here alreadyyyyyy

I've been watching all sorts of movies non stop!!! and series too!!! gosh i shall do a post next on shows again. i'm starting to go all vampire crazy now with true blood. ahahahah

Friday, July 17, 2009

Movie WEEK!!

i was super excited to watch transformers coz i just love the hot cars!!!. But sadly i kinda thought the first movie was much better. I know all the hype about the second one being more awesome but personally this one was a tad too long and the ending was kinda abrupt as compared to the first one.

We didnt get to see much of Bumble bee and the hot silver car. I think his name was Sideswipe or something like that. Oh wait i shall wiki it.... ok yup im right. Sideswipe.

An oh i am so in love with the other decepticon. The little one Megan would have on a chain. haha he is so cute!!!.

This time round i think Megan went overboard with the lip injections. It was way too plumped.


The funniest movie i've watched since Wild Hogs. Couldnt imagine how much the whole theatre was laughing. I seriously thought it would be lame and such a kiddy movie.

Even my bro thought the same but we were surprized at the end and kept laughing all the way home. hahahha. the prehistoric squirrel sort of lost its appeal though haha

this movie i would say wasnt worth watching in the cinema but i must say Ali Larter did a Fantastic job at her role!

Mum said that i should watch fatal attraction instead coz its way better so i'll probably go rent it. But i think Beyonce was mediocre in the movie. Her actions were so ghetto..

This movie wasnt thrilling but it was scary. I never could imagine how such a story is based on a real event.

At the end of it i was kinda suprised and so yes this movie should be watched it the theatre. hahaha


Just caught this movie last night with Vaishna, Shona, Munna( Vaishna's cute lil bro) and tre. Out of all of us i think Vaishna was the most excited to watch it. Haha she was even re-reading the entire book.
I watched it because i have been following all the movies even though i forgot the events after Prisoner of Azkaban.
This movie wasnt impressive at all. I mean there was nothing magical neither wizadry in this movie. Draco looks like he's blossomed into an old man whilst Harry and Hermione still look so young. Ron looks mature as he should.
Not too happy with the way the movie went though. -_-

Friday, June 26, 2009

My new love, Alma

i saw this collection a while ago and fell in love with it. I mean its not a design you see so often like the speedy. I have no idea what shape it is but its unique and i love it :D

The Louis Vuitton Alma. Most of their collections has it but these are the few that really stand out. Some of their collections are kinda dull but maybe they appeal to some other group of people.

These alma's cost between USD$1,010 to about USD$2,380.. and of course the one i am in love with is the most expensive hahahaha...The LV Monogram Canvas Alma. My least favourite amongst all the designs i put up here.

 I am torn between the Damier Canvas one and the Monogram Vernis below. Both look so pretty!!!!!! 

 Yes it pink and fabulous. hahaha. I think i would have this rather than the Damier. hmmm still sorta in a dilemma. Haha.

The stephen sprouse collection is also the Monogram vernis with a design on top of it. Looks really nice too but i hate seasonal bags. I mean its nt something you can carry around more as compared to a full coloured one.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Polish me Crazy!!!

I've been raving and raving about this for a while now and even before i purchased it but here it is my very own 88 ultra shimer shadow palette. and i repeat its effing awesome!

I love the colours and shimmer and its so worth it. i mean im very hesitant when it comes to buying eyeshadow and alway stand at infront of the little columns in watsons and try out the shadows. Some are good and some are way too ex and i would just walk away. I found these palettes online and was skeptical because i couldnt try it out and dint know and it wasnt as cheap but after a while i finally ordered it.

The verdict??


I CANT STOP USING IT!!! I'm so engrossed in blending and using different colours everyday. haha today i've brown and blue eyeshadow to match my billabong t shirt. Weird combo but looks pretty nonetheless. Haha. The brown i used sort of looks like deep maroon.

I'm gonna get the matte palette next and maybe even another one i'm not sure which yet. It's from Coastal Scents btw. haha check it out in one of the albums here

my wonderful palette!!! and my MAC brush set which is effing amazing!!! hahaha the mess below is my make up drawer and i can sport my VS Heidi Klum Lipgloss and Victoria Secret Very Sexy Bronzer. hahah figure out the rest yourself...


anyways that day my nail polish collection in the dressing table had fallen and i had to rearrange everything so i decided to put everything out and count how many i had. I have 43 nail polishes!! Kinda feels like a small number looking at the picture. ahahahaha

my sally hansen collection. i realize i dont have any reds.. any if i am not wrong my first sally hansen was a red. Brick wall or smth and i loved it coz it was blood red.


Revlon and OPI collection. OPI is great but alot of colours are repitative so its hard to find new shades which i dont have and like. ahahah Face shop has horrible nail polish. I mean their colours are great but quality sucks.
My beauty de kose one is ultimate LOVE!!!. I bought it on impulse after seeing it in CLEO and seriously the best and most expensive nail polish i've ever bought.

ohhh a pic of my mermaidish nails. The picture doesnt do it justice. The sparkles can be seen and comes off as flash in the picture. brrrr

my newly arranged nail polish section in my cupboard. hahaha All couldnt fit in so the rest were banished to another area. muahahhaa


my little nail polish corner. hahaha u can see my french manicure kit, konad stamps, and acrylic powders. hahaha yadeh yadeh....

i am so tempted to buy this pair of heels from forever 21 but a little hesitant coz its got platform and the recent pair i got from gojane is platform too and way too high for me. i mean high la. hahaha ergh!! i think im leaning towards the...........................not to buy end.....


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

RollaSole BABY!




i just read this amazing article in Perezhilton! and its Rollasole!!! Fantabulous idea!!! Created by a fella who got tired of carrying his gf after hard partying he decided to come up with a vending machine selling flats!!!


I always love to wear pretty heels and dress up to go clubbing but i dread the thought of walking after leaving the club coz thats when the pain creeps in.... Friends i know turn to shoes and sandals to go clubbing but where's the fun in dressing up???

Anyways now you can just buy flats!!! Well in UK anyways... they havent brought it to the states yet so it would probably take ages before someone brings it to singapore and that too may not have proper sizes which would be amn annoying!!!

the best thing about this is you can freakin roll it up and use it as many times.. It probably costs around $15 but knowing singapore it would be way more expensive... brrr

check it out here

Monday, June 8, 2009

zZzZzZzZ

yooooohoooo....
been busy with lots of stuff lately
and shopped like mad!!!
just finished going through La Senza and ordered some stuff
contemplating on a shoe to get from Forever 21
but i havent gotten my gojane shoes yet
grandparents in town!!! woohoo!!
need to take loads of pics! hahahaha
nikki just got groomed today!!
looks as naughty as ever!
tmr i gotta start making lists
to get myself in order!!!!
ahahah ok its 1248am.
good night

Monday, May 25, 2009

New shopping in May

ive been so tired lately and busy that i havent gotten to updating... hahahah
anyways as i said before i started the new juicy couture section and it has been freakin awesome!!!! i mean the items from Juicy Couture are awesome!!!! I badly wanna get the bags but its way too expensive for me right now. I'm happy with my coach hehehe..

Its funny the brand says Made in Glamourous USA but actually atleast 90% of their items are manufactured in China. I did my research as i was ordering from this store in California. I doubted Authenticity and so did alot of people who enquired. But i can gladly say its FREAKING AUTHENTIC!!!!!

i still have lots to update but im glad its great so far. Just have to start on advertising for it. Damn tiring hahahaha.

Anyways here are some things i am confirmed getting this month. Veron is getting this make up palette but version 2. I'm getting the below one which is the shimmery palette. Damn excited to start playing with colours hahaha.




I ordered a pair of Gojane heels and its currently on its way to Singapore if i'm not wrong. hahahaha. i fell in love with this design when i tried on a pair at Century Square. But it was size 39 and surprisingly it fit perfectly but i couldnt zip it.

So this time i ordered size 41. hahaha Size 41 at Charled and Keith is way too big for me. But since this is caged we shall see how it is.
My unconfirmed list of items:
1. Paris Hilton Perfume
2. Very Sexy Tank Top
3. Victoria Secret Univ Tee
4. Vintage Tube Satin Dress(most likely confirmed)
5. Mango dress
6. Glow in the dark nail polish
7. Juicy Couture Bag
8. Temparature change nail polish
Gosh im already so broke before i got my allowance because Mothers day gift was from Swarovski and its damn ex!!! Then bro's gift was sterling silver dog tag which i hope he bloody likes it!!! hahahahaah

Monday, May 11, 2009

Yay my shopping!!!

so my whole loot of shopping that i did in april arrived like last week and im super excited. hahhhahaha. Lets start with the nails...



I had bought the Fair Pinkum Dinkum by opi and it was so pinky and princessy and vaishna wanted me to do her nails for her. So this is the end result with white tips. ultra princess!!!


im so tempted to this for myself now... haha but i just did mine in OPI Brights INK. Its damn nice but got a little smudged so no pictures. muahahaha.


this is the set which i ordered from ebay from a person in hong kong. i was super scared i might not receive it but i did!!! and its fantastic!!!. everything is included and its like ten times cheaper compared to purchasing the exact set in singapore.
i attempted to do french acrylics and its bloody hard!!!!. need to to keep practising...


i also got my first konad set. this little pushcart in causeway selling all the konad stuff. its so cool!!! i cant wait to do them but it takes tons of patience. i know the thing looks weird its coz i used it in the bus.
i was too excited to try it and failed miserably. hahahaha

my latest additions to my nail polish collection. OPI 90210 Queen of Wes-Beberly and OPI Brights Ink. The ink is fantabulous but i have yet to try the 90210 yet.


mummy bought us so many sweets from Perth!!!!... feast your eyesssss

cadbury range....


plus fudge too!!!!. yummy!!!

i finally bought a laptop case. hahahahah my earlier one lasted 2 years and started to tear. I got my billabong one!!! i just love billabong!!
received the Forever 21 Summer romance flip flops and its so pretty!. dont mind my feet. i know its not nice. Its too pretty to wear out. hahahahaa

the best part of my shopping!!! My coach clutch/wristlet arrived!!!. i'm so in love with it!!! hahahahaaha i just love the series and have my eyes set on another bag now.
well thats all for now.... will be updating soon soon....

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Update

okies so since i reopened i shall update.

School started
Mega shopping online
Subway opened in school(major happiness)
Sksweet just launched Juicy Couture section

btw after launching i realize how competitive it is and its really tiring.
amor realizes that too and tried to help as much. so sweet

there is this annoying ebayer who is selling Juicy couture but is scamming people
i am so sure of it. but the bag is so nice....

another ebayer raised the damn price after i enquired about a particular juicy couture bag i liked. that was damn annoying. and now there are no bids for it. stupid.

ahahahaha i shall update with pics when i get home.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

BACK

sorry for the hiatus,

school started,
amor and i went out alot
and i was busy opening up new section in SKsweet

hehehehe

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

New School term...

wow i havent updated for a while.... anyways i shall start now hahaha... Since Easter i've been taking a step back from all the Yo-Yo dieting and just enjoying the last week of holidays. I mean alot had happened and i'm just still learning...

School's started and the first day went well. It was Events and facilites management and i recognized some faces and i hated some faces from class. I hate people who are hungry for A's basket cases. Anyways i know they benefit in future but as a person they suck.

Second day was Concepts of persuasion. Honestly BULLSHIT!!!!. I'm sorry to say but the people in this class are either people who think too much or dont even think at all. Its not so difficult to understand but the class was killing me.

There was a particular ass in the class who was a MAC user and totally critisized others because they are Windows users.. WTF!!! He is fucking arrogant and bloody snobbish!. They all so alienated from the rest of the school. Like seriously!!!

Its a whole different atmosphere is SHL and probably even SAS but STA is so weird!!!!. I quote a phrase from the faci " When you are in year 2 you mix with your own school. The time for you to be in tune with what you have to learn. Now in year 3 you dont have to mix with other schools. Just focus on your own school people" (maybe not exact words but somewhat the same)

'You all are not from SHL so dont have to wear sleeveless but if you have to wear atleast shave"

"You finished your FYP's!. You BASTARD"

I mean is this how a facilitator is supposed to communicate with students? and for students to reply asking him to fuck off? Come on even in SHL there is more respect between facilitator and student. What did i learn from this class? NOTHING!!!

Thank GOD i changed to a different course. Together with Dawn and Leslie. All 3 of us are from SHL and felt the same way( i think) now we're all in MArketing. That should be tons better! hahaha.

BTW i am not reffering to the guy in my team who was using a MAC> He was atleast a humble human being. Unlike the ASS!!!( with the arrogant accent)


ergh!!! on a lighter note i finished the ENTIRE 6 SEASONS of THE NANNY!!!
its bloody awesome and i laughed till my stomach hurt. Fran Drescher is an amazing woman!!

Before watching amor had told me that just before her show she was brutally raped by robbers. I went on the read about it and its sad. She and a friend were at the wrong place at the wrong time. :( She started The Nanny after getting the idea whilst with TWIGGY!!!
and thus Tha Nanny was born!!

i love all her matchy matchy quirky outfits. She is one beautiful woman. She practically gets away with anything. hahahaa

Tha cast. You either love them or hate them. I never like Maggis's short hair. i wished she grew it out. Can u believe Gracie the small cute one was actually one of the Ugly Stepsisters in A Cinderella Story??? hahah

Them now... they really do look like a family... Sadly Niles isnt there. I wonder why. I havent watched the reunion yet. too sad. hahahaha


i badly want this book!!!. throughout the series there are alot of interesting things. Like for example the twins Fran Fine had were actually named after CC's twins which she had in real life. Her parents are featured in the show towards the end and sometimes here and there in the show. The book explains alot. And this is one series that just really cant leave you with a bad impression or even let you forget it.

CC and Niles. hahahah god these two always crack me up!!!! i dont think the show would be half as funny if it werent for them. No one knows what Niles surname is and not till the last episode does anyone know that CC's full name is Chastity Claire. Hahahahaha

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter!

you know this easter with lots of thinking i really wanna do bible studies and even go on a sabbatical journey. i mean ive learned so much and there is only so much i can do here. i wanna go to these places and see them for myself.


what would Easter be without chocolates? i mean EGGS


nicely layed out.... hahahaha


thats alot of eggs....

wouldnt this be awesome if it were a HUGE creme egg??? too bad its hollow and had miniature creme eggs in them.


Went to church and they were so nice they churned out these pink eggs filled iwith chocs including hersheys and toys. they even had personalized stickers. love OLPS

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

SHOPPING!

the hols have hit my wallet hard! which explains why i need a new wallet. hahaha. of these pictures are from a few weeks ago. Was clearing my desktop when i found files of photos.

ive been craving for seashell chocolates and finally got them! amor bought them for me. heehehe and i was on a chocolate high the whole day.
no matter how they all taste the same i love the seahorse the most!


i got valentines chocolates early! hehe

most of it was eaten by the time i took this picture.


random picture of my make up pouch. i stocked up on heidi klum vs lipgloss! but its not enough. hahahaha this lipgloss is the best i have ever had. it really tastes like cupcakes and its nude with shimmer!

i couldnt resist it when i saw this mug at ntuc! hahahahah princesses!!!
My stupid laptop!(which i love very much :D) shut off on me so i had to bring it for servicing(AGAIN!!!!). i had to wait about 2 hours plus so me and amor decided to go to imm and walk around. And they had a Body Shop sale going on.....
and guess what i bought?!!!!!












oceanus perfume!!!! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!. but they had discontinued it for god knows what! and i should have bought more but maybe they might have it again anyways.


i finally bought the swarovski crystals and ordered a few different colours. so i decided to try it out on something first before i di any damage to my phone. so i chose red and blue. after an hour of deciding a pattern to fit my dbs ibanking chip. i started crytsalizing it.
and this was the end product. not bad eh. the middle had some space left but the crystals wouldnt fit so i put in these black crystals which i had and were smaller. i regret putting it now but its not obvious from far.


my sally hansen french manicure white had finished so i went in search of one and came across this set. i was contemplating between this and the silky girl set but this looked much better though it was more expensive. they even have a french beige which i will try next....


i'd come across nail art videos and got so engrossed in them and went out and starting buying stuff to do nail art. they had this shop at the interchange filled with cheap and good stuff but the shop isnt there anymore!

Was in a shopping mood and bought these two colours. The purple one is similar to an earlier beaute de kose nail polish i had bought. i thought of trying new colours and got the yellow as well but yellow didnt really suit me. Anyways i hate it when the salesgirls keep coming up to you and telling you about each and every product.
its like i was looking at nail polish and she was trying to get me to buy the more expensive ones and when she couldnt get me to then she went on to promote other types of things. it never ended. I would have loved to walk around but anything i looked at or touched, she would be getting me to see something else.


i ordered this online and cant wait for it to arrive. its called O.P.I Espresso your Style. Hoping to bid on some new shades in a few days time.


check out my collection. consisting of mostly sally hansen and some Revlons.
my forever 21 bracelet has arrived!!!! and i ordered another one but in silver. should be getting it next week.....
then i also needed a new wallet and decided to get this one from Forever 21. Pink and cream reptile wallet.








right now i am raving this product!!! its Benefit That Gal face primer!!! Make up stays on longer. And it doesnt make my face feel oily. I even look brighter!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!


I found this great steal!!! MAC leather pouch and brush set!!!! Cant wait for it to arrive!!!!!!



Always wanted a transparent bag and almost got the Victoria Secret one but i saw this and got it instead. Paris Hilton Beach Bag. Black and pink who can resist????

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Some new booties!

heyheyhey anyways i was super pissed about tmr but i feel much better after talking to amor. i think this whole situation is caused by your immaturity and my paranoia. but i shall not dwell on it further. im cleaning up my act. 

im gonna get some new shoes tomoroo... i fell in love with some from Gojane. But i dare not order yet coz of size and all. after i get proper ones then maybe i shall take that risk and order. for now im contemplating between two bags which are cute. one is the usual me i like to carry and the other is something different and i wouldnt mind trying but also not something you can carry all the time unlike the previous one. anyways ive time to decide. 

i've yet to arrange my room, tide up my desktop, get rid of old stuff..... and the hols are almost over. gosh 2 months arent enough. ahahahaha

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Roll

lookie here!!! im on a roll!!! 3 posts within 24 hours!! HUGE improvement. i am amazed at myself.

Anyways im off to exercise and mummy decided to join me. Maybe some sort of bonding session after what happened(not a good thing). I ate just now and feel quite quilty. ergh. nvm i have countered it.

shal called me jus now. nice hearing from her. maybe we'll go out together with tre too. i need some new shoes. i just got into a spree frenzy and really wanna get some stuff from gojane and forever 21.

ohhhhh more nice thingsssss..... oh wait im suppose to exercise now. twitter is annoying me btw.

Its a start

i feel fan-freakin great! i woke up at 7 plus today with horrible stomach pains so i decided to play gta for a while and i did many missions!!! ok maybe 2 but its better than nothing hahahaha.
then i went on to watch Laguna Beach and gosh feels so nostalgic.

Anyways i excercised. haha i did sit ups and crunches and some yoga too. Feels great. Maybe in the evening i'll go on the stairs. Was supposed to do it yesterday but i couldnt. I cant wait to gym next week. hopefully on monday. yay me!

im really tempted to blog about something which a certain someone blogged about but i shant. ok this certain someone seriously contradicted herself. It was a subtle attack but you were so full of bull! go practice what you preach! ok finally let it out!

Friday, March 27, 2009

i got defeated yesterday in many ways!!!!

i lost rounds of uno and i also gave in to temptation and ate fries. My gosh it was so yummy!!! ok i need to stop that now. i went home and took the pill coz i ate and i think i am suffering the side effects now. A throbbing headache and high temperature... ergh

anyways yesterday i had the most awesome time!!! i had a movie marathon after like freaking ages!!! ok it was only 2 movies but it was something!!! we could have watched a third movie but i was getting late...

tre couldnt stop laughing while watching confessions of a shopaholic coz i seemed so much like beccy.(thanks alot!!) but i loved the shoes!!!! so prettttttttyyyy....

then we watched the unborn and my gosh the girl seriously had a nice bod and i was feeling even more horrible thanks to this damn weight issue. god i hate this.

and thanks to me feeling this way now i dont know if i can go for the AYG briefing tomoro which both me and amor signed up for. And i know he wants to go but i am really sorry. i feel so awful. :(

anyways chinese picture is gonna start now... the tai tais finally go on a holiday i think. bye

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Day 2

im on day 2 of the damn diet and its killing me
i must say i am quite proud of myself to make it this far and i feel relatively good so the diet should be working. I've resisted all temptation and thats like a huge thing for me when it comes to food. 

Have been staying home and watching The Nanny. Haha i got addicted to it while at Gemma's house. We would all watch it together. God i miss them so much. Come to think of it i wouldnt mind going there to stay for a month. Like we used to. hmmmmm

Anyways we're going out tomoro to watch a movie or movies and to the arcade and nebo for some games. I wonder if i will be able to hang on to the diet. Ergh i hate this. 

I was Zkg before going to malaysia and now i am Ykg with a 2kg difference.(i lost 2kg not put on!!!) I intend to be Xkg which is 7kg away from what i am now. Do your math maybe you'll understand. By the end of the diet i hope i can lose 5kg then when school starts i will probably be 2 kg away from my goal. Sounds damn easy right? BULL!!! its a war thats been going on for years since sec 4!!! The year i woke up and started studying hahahahha

okok im off to watch Laguna Beach. I cant wait to watch the new Season 4 of The HILLS!!! anticipating!!!! Apparently LC reunites with HEidi?? And Audrina is gonna get her own Spin-off. Yeah right....

Sunday, March 22, 2009

I have to watch this!!!!


"I know my friend is a Shopaholic because she shops like crazy!!!! There is not one place can she enter without buying something. Be it a bakery or a pasar malam, she never fails to find something to buy. She loves buying things that are quirky like useless fairy sticks that she ends up chucking somewhere after she is done playing with the fluffy part.

Lets starts with bags.... From Black to purple to even animal prints, she has them all different shapes and sizes.. Some were bought years ago and have yet to be used but she will never give them away or even sell it. Why??? Because most bags symbolize a shoping trip from some part of the world. Everytime she goes somewhere she buys a bag to stuff all her accessories and trinkets...

it never ends when it comes to Victoria's Secret... the girl goes mad with every click of the mouse surfing through their website. Like a kid at a candy store......







Just a few weeks back we went to have lunch but she just couldnt sit still and ended up shopping. From accessories to gadgets, she has it all.


Dont even get to the shoes, she will never come out of the shop. Perfume is the oxygen she breathes and she know exactlywhat she's smelling.


She hunts every shop and walk for hours just hunting for the latest fashion. From victoria secret to benefit she has them all.

I remember her spending $400 on and electronic item and then spending even more celebrating her purchase. And now she is eyeing on a Sembonia Wallet and only time can tell when she steps into the shop and gets out with lots of other things..




Had enough scrolling through all these pink and delicious items??? Trust me she is probably on ebay right now prowling for things to buy....



she just cant resist herself....

maybe she could have played the part here

"If you are still not sure of how much damage a shopaholic can do then you should 
                           Catch Confessions of a Shopaholic on 26 March!"

Monday, March 9, 2009

Lazzzzzzyyyy

i'm too lazy to blog now....
gonna play GTA hahahahaha

ive been addicted to playing farcry on Xbox recently and i ended up buying the game for PC but the damn thing wouldnt install. i shall try to figure out other means....

Had the surprise party on saturday and it was bloody awesome. Too bad 'some people' still behaved as if they were in secondary school and missed out. I'm glad i did it and i'm glad to be around these people. 

i realize that i chose to be forgotten and now i also know who is more important. i shall elaborate more when i get pics sorted out.....